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Full effect.
Ive been thinking alot... um.. it feels good to breathe again. |
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| im back. |
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| 06:29pm 24/05/2002 |
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Full effect.
Ive been thinking alot... um.. it feels good to breathe again. |
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| .suckfest. |
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| 03:12pm 11/03/2002 |
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my eye hurts.
i have to work tonight.
i have to write a paper for thursday cuz im leaving thursday ngiht and
comin back sunday night
this lil kids a stalker.
Im tired.
i GOT SHADY SIDE THOUGH>>>>> IM SOooooooooooooooooooooo happy
wendell made my dad with the email . yes yes :)
i miss.
im bored.
i saw 40 days ...
it was funny
I want to eat my guitar.
i quit i suck bye bye
my music tech horror song sucks too... yes |
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| i serve nouse for you. |
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| 06:22pm 17/10/2001 |
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The shadows dance along the walls,
sending chills through me.
Not knowing what tomorrow brings..
A feeling of uncertainty.
The wind wistles through the broken glass
of the reminance from what had happened.
Its cold outside, now the dark of night has settled in.
The moon beaming bouncing off the sill.
As i gazed out the window..
I thought something would appear..
my mind began to wander...
My true hopes and aspirations
played with my mind...
soon.. i saw you... standing in the distance..
no words...
just the sound of the screen door banging against the house.
i looked away... to see if my eyes werent focused...
i looked again... |
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| its hoody weather now. I = X - static |
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| 02:01pm 17/10/2001 |
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mood:  sleepy
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hello. yes amy call me. i emailed you my number. SArah you will receive a senior picture... Hopefully... Kristin rules i wish i went to spooky world. But im fucking dying. I missed two dayds of school. I never miss school. Broncitus= bad bad. Ive been so bored. Ive succumb to watching MTV booty shakin videos for the past 72 hours... im so bored... kill me.. not really.. but I cant wait to get better. Kristin i am not cute. if i was boys would hit on me.... but they dont. Ive decided that i like the song by Julio englasisu"herO" its sooo sad.... i like it. Its emo... wait not at all emo sucks. kristin is right "fuck the hardcore scene, Im going ghetto". Theres so much more in ghettoness.. apparently. I bought new jeeannnsss yesss from american eagle wee fucking hooo... this entry is so randomn... doped up ion drugs.. like tavist d and cough medicince. Niceee. im hungry... Kristin ill call u too.. very soonn...
sarah we need to hang out more. itd bee cool.
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| 08:56pm 16/10/2001 |
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For all of you who thought i fell off the face of the earth, i didnt. Im alive and well. I miss you all. AmY call me ! i lost ur number? Um yeahhh ok im doing good besides having broncitus... and yeah. im happy i love you all |
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| my minds wandering. |
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| 10:11am 23/09/2001 |
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mood:  jubilant
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i rememeber when me and ashley Y were really good friends. I miss that . i do. becuase i think she pretty much fucking rules.
Yessss amy i will soooo drive whevere u are and come and visit .
work blows. I went to an 1155 movie last night with tomdos. it was cool we chateed alot. about like everything and stuff. i t was fun. i kinda fell asleepduring O. it was funny at the end. Yeah. so i , bringing sick tiff to the emerald sq mall today and gonna push her around in a weheel chair cuz i love her sooo much to see her die again. ok. thats that. |
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| STUPID. |
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| 10:26pm 22/09/2001 |
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mood:  angry
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JOhn we are in a huuuuuge fight. Oh ill see if me and amy can come vuisit tomorrow ngiht. I wait at work. You dont show up. i = bored and miserable. FUCKKKKKK
amy we neeeeeed to go to subway i hate going alone. |
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| its not meant to be a struggle. |
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| 05:34pm 21/09/2001 |
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mood:  apathetic
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Well. Amy, I hope you right. Things happen for reasons?
Theres this kid. I so was into. he was complete opposite from me. totally. And it was good we were so different we got along tooo well. Well. we dated twice. and hes all beign gay i dont want a relationship which is cool. but we havent hung in a long time he hasnt called or anything which kinda upsets me. But anyways... the point is. I told myself. and desmond that i would stop thinking abouthim/talking... everything.. and distance myself from him at work.. so i swtiched my scedual.. then. Thursday i decided to go to the college fair. becuase i really need appps... and like.. Get this im walkign around.. checking out UNH... and I freakking see him.. he comes up and talks to me... whats that fate? Or what i dfont know what to do. i like him tooo much. and i try to forget about him or leave him alone but he keeps poping up. I worked with him last night too. |
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| Day 2. Fucking disgusted. sickened. |
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| 03:14pm 12/09/2001 |
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mood:  sick
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This world is so fucked up and sick. This is serious and most of you kids just think its fucking cool and laugh and make jokes. Its not a fucking joke. that this will all eventually turn into world war three. everyone anihlated. Dust. Ashes. GOne. Nuked. Bio-warfare. Death. Plagues. WE should be afraid. This pushed us one step closer to fucking WWIII. Fucking people make me sick to my stomache. soon. enough. war will be upon us. |
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| Day 1.... we're all gonna die. |
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| 03:11pm 11/09/2001 |
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The event that totally and utterly changed america. History. I was sitting in school, photo class. When Mrs boyd came in... she said we were under attack. I suddenly got this sick feeling in my stomache. And goosebumps which made my skin crawl. Im fucking desgusted with this fucking world. Yes. Sick people. fucking sick minds. Who would do such a thing... and earth shattering world wide effect. people must hate us. |
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| Somedays. |
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| 07:49pm 10/09/2001 |
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mood:  stressed
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today was just an ok day. not to bad i guess.
except the pizza at lunch sucked my left balll.
yea... so i love music tech it fucking rules. yea
makin beats.. fuck yeah. ive been looking at johnson and wales, university of hartford, framingham state and salem state. i dunno man.. college things blow... too much stuff to do its making me nuts... i dont wannna figure this out but i must. i must. yea so im going to sleeeeep uhhuuuhhh and studdy too i fergot... |
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| 12:30pm 08/09/2001 |
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yea. so you all know how i feel about myself. and its not good,
but today for one moment.. i felt special..
I saw a friend of the families. and for one moment i actaully felt better about my self...
They said that i get more beautiful everyday.
and the weird thing is i see them everyday.
For one second. i just felt. like whoa... i dunno how to explain. |
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| The scent of Fall. |
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| 11:27pm 07/09/2001 |
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mood: relaxed
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under the moon, stars, sky,
in this vast world full of corruption
and deception. looking around. all i see
is the horror of me in your eyes.
disgusting. i make you sick. i make me sick.
breathe deeply.
sigh... and turn point and shoot.
for tonight is my last breathe.
gasping for air like it was my first. as i rose
up from a pool of water. kiss ur lips against mine. let me breathe for a moment. one last moment,
let me breathe with you. |
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| New beginings. |
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| 08:32pm 05/09/2001 |
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mood:  artistic
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moving on. here i am. ill set those bridges ablaze. |
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